If love feels like it owes you something,
then it’s time to take charge and get what you want and need. You need more facts to make life decisions. You can always readjust the future by being in the “moment” of the present.
Is life a moving target?
Focus on “one” part of the target only and move in closer to it. That focus is personal emotional freedom to be what you always wanted and to do what you always knew you were born to achieve. It doesn’t matter how far you may have fallen away from turning one dream into a reality.
If you just keep stepping towards it eventually you will get there. Now focus on what you’ll be achieving “after” that dreams becomes real.
What are you feeling now?
Is that a smile?
That’s a fresh start on the right foot.